Warning - LONG Post
November 17th, 2008I suppose I will start by stating the obvious, its been a LONG time since I have blogged. I am interning in the ASUI office working primarily with the Leadership program we do. We have started a new program the Idaho LEADS Emerging Leader Program. There’s a group of five of us you have committed to a semester of weekly workshops and service projects. Part of the program is to journal “regularly.” I am considering this my “journal.” So, with any luck and that extra incentive, I will begin blogging with a greater frequency. Its amazing how a few little time it really takes and how beneficial a few minutes of quite, reflective time can be. For now I will try my best to hit the high points from the last couple of weeks.
The first weekend of October I ventured down to Boise to run the City of Trees Half Marathon for the second straight year with my buddy Josh. Neither Josh nor I had trained very hard for it, but we wanted to run it again. However, we managed to be just a minute or two slower than last year. We, placed second and third in our age group last year and first and third this year. It was on a different course. I missed running through the historical north side of town but enjoyed the elevation climbs being at the beginning/middle of the course instead of the middle/end.
It was a great weekend. Katy Fox also road down with us. We got to see Vanessa. She ran the half as well. Her step-dad had been training with the goal of beating me but ended up hurting his back a few weeks before and wasn’t able to race. And the best part was hanging out with my bro’s family. Maddie and Maggie are growing up so fast and continue to be cuter and cuter. I wish I had brought my camera and would have gotten photos of them. Maddie loves to show off her back yard garden. Maggie crawls every where and is going to be walking soon. We picked mom up in Cottonwood so we she got spend a weekend with her grandbabies.
I don’t remember much from the week after that. I am sure it was rat race, filled with homework and such, even a flat bike tire. Oh, AND we had our first ROMANIA team meeting. That’s right I said Romania. I don’t think I’ve mentioned it at all in a blog yet. I am going to spend the last 3 weeks of Christmas break in a small village, Valea Screzii, in south-central Romania with 11 other UI students and 3 advisors. We are going through United Plant and will be working it looks like with the Pro Vita orphanages. From the info we have so far there are about 100 orphans and then need help building more houses for them. I am super stalked to spend time helping out over there.
We had our first team meeting this past Sunday and carved pumpkins (see above). Our team is amazing. We are split into two “families.” I am the team leader for one of the families. Its going to be an amazing trip. I just got my passport (its my 3rd, can you believe that) the other day.
Last, weekend I got to go help out with the detachments field training exercise. Basically we played some serious paintball. In our first scenario I was a POW and almost ended up getting saved. They were able to snip the guards and I was able to escape but about the time I made it to the perimeter a bunch more of the “terrorist” made it to me ;(
Our physical fitness test was Wednesday morning. I had to go to Pullman Tuesday to get my waist measured. Turned out we also now have to do height and weight before the PFA. At the beginning of the semester it took me forever to make weight, so I was freaking out. Luckily I ended up being 3 pounds under the max weight for my height. And my waist had also dropped nearly 2 inches is the beginning of the semester. I was able to max out on the run and sit-ups. The push-ups I was just a little short on. My 8:49 mile and half really surprised me. I haven’t done any serious aerobic exercise beside PT and a couple swims since the half marathon.
I got this new 6 week swim workout. Owen found it and has been doing it. He is up to the point now that we can swim a mile without stopping. I will get there in due time.
I was nominated for UI Homecoming King (thanks FAB!) and we had to turn in a page of biographical information. They asked for our goals, here is what I told them:
My short term goals over the next year include scoring well on the MCAT, earning admission to the University of Washington’s School of Medicine, finishing my bachelorette studies, commissioning in the United States Air Force and completing both a whole marathon and Olympic distance triathlon. As far as long term goals, I plan on completing medical school, earning placement into the residency program of my choice, traveling the world, starting a family, climbing to the rank of Colonel before retiring at age 40 and moving back to the great northwest to continue raising my family and practicing medicine.
I figure its good to lay it all out there. Gotta shoot for the moon, cause even if you miss you will land in the stars, right? I had an interview last night where they asked some ridiculously difficult questions. Like what are you supposed to say when asked if you are “Tried and True” or “Brave and Bold” my answer of course was both. But no they made me pick one. I went with “Tried and True.” They also wanted to know which Idaho Alumni we would want to have dinner with and why. That was easy, my big bro Jeremy. We don’t make it down there to visit nearly enough and truly is my motivation and role model. Then the one that totally left me speechless, “What’s your favorite longstanding Vandal tradition besides Homecoming?” Uh, do we have that many “longstanding traditions.” I have never been to mom’s or dad’s weekend. Hello walk isn’t all the friendly any more. The “I” bench is still there but no fountain. The Vandal Walk isn’t that exciting after you have done it once yourself and walked freshman through it the past three years. Don’t get my wrong, I enjoy being a Vandal and have pride in it. I just feel as though there aren’t that many “longstanding” and extremely enjoyable traditions beside homecoming.
On a less surface (heres what I have done) level and all little deeper. We talked about values in our emerging leader workshop this week. Really got me thinking about my priorities. I like to think I possess most the values that are usually considered “good,” but how do they rank in importance. Which take precedence over others. Ideally equal focus could be spent on all of them. But man values take time and time is most definitely a limited resource. My top ten values I said (merely in alphabetical order): Achievement, Contribution, Growth, Human Worth, Independence, Integrity, Knowledge, Loyalty (family), Responsibility and Spirituality. We were than asked to pick our top five. We were force to throw the others away and say something along the lines “These values help define who I am, these values ……, and I am throwing them away.” I managed to in my mind slip those five I was throwing away into the others. So it wasn’t to bad. Then we went to three and did the same thing. Last we went to just one. I chose CONTRIBUTION because really I feel that all the others are in a sense tied to my desire to contribute to society, my family, my faith, my eduction, etc. Yeah so that wasn’t super deep but it was a little deeper than the rest.
Anyways, I had the opportunity to spend a half hour with the Blessed Sacrament yesterday at St. Auggies chapel. I am going to start doing Eucharistic Adoration every Wednesday. I want to make more time in my life for religion and reflection. I am beginning to realize how much I need that balance. I have been able to find time for fitness. Its a struggle, but I manage. So I am sure if I focus and make it a priority I can find time for God and reflection.
I have to. I have had numerous friends express concern lately about my well being. Apparently, I have seemed overly stressed and unhappy. It’s a warm feeling knowing that many people care, enough to say something. And its also enough to motivate change. I will continue to be dictated to school (I have to be if I am going to achieve my goals) and I will be stressed from time to time. But I will definitely try to give myself more balance.
I figure all this is safe to through on here at the end cause no one is going to want to read this for down